Complications...

Trina headed out of the room feeling very edgy and uncomfortable. Its wasn’t like she and Seb had anything to be uncomfortable about. God he hadn’t even kissed her yet! She just didn’t like to have to meet the parents until after she started dating the guy. She scowled at herself, was that really were she wanted their relationship to go? Did she want to be involved in a physical relationship with Sebastian? She was almost positive he would never ever make a move on her, he might never want to be physical at all… She didn’t realise it but her face rouse and fell with each different thought and was mostly falling. She wanted a physical realationship with him, she wanted to be like those happy couples she was seeing all the time walking happily down a road, hand in hand. She felt corny and took it out on the drink machine, kicking it ferociously. What would Sebastian have thought of her little fantasy, she wondered. He probably would have thought she was a complete idiot. Anybody would think she was a complete idiot. She sighed and grabbed her sprite out of the vending machine and trudged back to the room to wait for Seb and his father to finish.

On her was back she passed Dr. Ostergaard and nodded to him with a shaky smile, before quickly heading back to the room and her little sanctuary. She slipped back into her chair and grinned at him, her anxiety bleeding through her smile. She was still thinking about topics of previous trains of thought. She really wanted something to happen between her and Seb, but from the way he treated her it seemed like he was almost embarrassed sometimes… or maybe that was just because she was embarrassed of herself. Ugh, so many complications, sometimes she just wished somebody would take her up in their arms and kiss her and then tell her she was beautiful. Why weren’t there more guys her age who had balls? Was she saying Sebastian didn’t have balls? She made a cross between a cough and a giggle at the thought of his nether areas. Not literally Katrina. She almost hit herself on the forehead for the second time that night. Ugh, complications…